It's the last day of the month. I can't exactly remember when was the the last time I blogged. Is it 1 week ago?? wait, or is it 2 weeks ago?? See, I can't really remember when. My life is so busy till I don't have the time to blog. What am I busy with? Busy with work is one reason but the REAL reason is that I busy slacking around. Yeah, that's the truth. For you info, this whole week I did ABSOLUTELY nothing in the office. Most of the time, I busy chatting on the internet.

Get back to my life. Earlier in the day, I went out with one of my friend. We decided to go Jrg. Entertainment Centre as there were Anugerah auditions. He wanted to see his friend and I wanted to see her. We reached there early but instead of watching the audition, I decided to eat as I haven't eat my breakfast yet. After that, we played LAN. Long time never play LAN. Ard 2 plus, then we started to see the audition. I waited for her performance but she didn't show up. We stood under the hot sun for about 1h plus to see the others perform.

Some good singers got kick out while some of the bad singers got in. WTH right. I'm not sure how the judges judge. Without warning, it started to rain heavily. We planned to go home after that. Somehow I kinda pitied the contestants who lined up and waited patiently for their turn. Some more the queue was not short, it was damn long. Then the rain came. They need to run for shelter. Isn't it a waste of time?? What to do. They have a great determination to complete the audition round. I think tomorrow there's surely another round of audition who missed it today.

What's up people although I know deep down that not many people visit my blog. Heck, who cares anyway. You don't care, I too don't care. Blog suppose to be private, ain't it?? I'm still wondering...

4 weeks left for attachments and still counting down. I can't really wait for the 4 weeks to end and I'm out of the company. One of the main reasons why I can't wait is that I want to meet her everyday(if possible). I can't meet her as long as I'm working. At least if I'm in school, I can skip some class just to meet her. I know I know, it's not right to do that actually. Maybe I won't do it everyday but sometimes only. Does that looks okay??

Dear, don't feel sad or cry k and cause if you do, I will feel the same way too.
Just bear with it althought I know it's tough for you to face it.
Be strong girl and I know you can face it.

It's been days since I last update this blog. I'm too busy this week. Not only with work but I visit my grandma at hospital every single day after work. In the end, I reached home quite late so I'm too tired to update. Today is an exception. I make an effort to update before here gets dusty.

So yeah, my grandma had her operation last monday. Thank God, everything went smoothly and she's on the road to recovery. But yet, she still can't stand or even carry her leg without anyone's aid. Hopefully she recovers as soon as possible. Actually today she can go back but we don't have a wheelchair. Maybe she's going home either tomorrow or Saturday. If she's going back on Saturday, I'll overnight in the hospital tomorrow night.

Syah Keinichi + Natszy Ayzukkie = Perfect Couple

Today I slept at 6am, mind you. Woke up around 11 plus. That means I have about 5 hours of sleeping time. I have my reason why I slept at 6am. Here it goes.

Around 12 plus (early morning of today), my home telephone rang. I was wondering who want to call very early in the morning. I suspected there was something amiss. That time I were just going to bed and only my dad was still awake. My dad picked up the phone and it was from my grandma's neighbour. We were told that she fell down from bed and couldn't walk. Hearing that, my mum, dad and me quickly rushed there. Upon reaching there, she said that her hip was very painful. My dad carried her to the car, planning to take her to hospital but the neighbours told us it's better if we called the ambulance so later in hospital, she could go straight and see the doctor. So we called.

I got a ride in the ambulance while my parents closely followed behind. My grandma was sent to SGH. When reached there, we called all the relatives to tell about the incident. Slowly, one by one, my relatives came. A few hours later, we were told that she had fractured her hip bone. It hurts a lot if you have a fracture bone, even worse if you are a old person. While waiting, my stomache produced sounds so I decided to have a instant noodle. After she had warded, my parents decided to go home while the rest overnight there. Reached home around 6 and went straight to my bed, of course after I changed my clothes.

To that special you-know-who-you-are, I want to tell you this. If I do not call or sms you everyday, it does not mean that I forget about you. You are always in my mind and I've put you in a special place in my heart. I think of you every microseconds (take note, it's not seconds) and I miss you deeply.

Till here, take care people. I'm going to hospital now with my little brother after this. My parents went to visit my relatives at kampong and coincidentally, my relatives were sick. They went in the morning and will come back in the evening. After that, they will meet me hospital.

Instant noodle which I had

So yeah, today I received my results and it really really shocked me. I don't mean the results but my overall GPA. Well, my results are more or less expected but not my GPA, it drops drastically. What does this mean? This means that I need to work harder for my last year in order to get into university. That's my dream but if I couldn't get in, it's fine with me. Hey, life has to go on even though you don't get what you want. It doesnt mean that if you can't get what u want, life has to stop. Be happy what you have and appreciate it.

I feel my working life is getting boring and boring as days passed since my supervisor went overseas. I just sit at my desk and design from morning to evening. If my supervisor is still around, I get to help him to assemble some items. At least I'm not sitting down on my desk facing computer for the whole day. Luckily my computer has internet connection. I could log in to msn to chat with my friends to kill my boredom. That's it for my working life.

I were quite surprised and happy at the same time when my mum told me that she'll become babysitter. Initially, she didn't think about becoming one but when she came across this article in a Malay newspapers, she was interested. Coincidentally, the family lives around my neighbourhood too. So yeah, just now the mother came to visit my place. The baby is only 9 months old and it's a girl. She's so damn cute, sometimes feel like pinching her chubby cheeks. So it's finalize, my mum will start to babysit tomorrow. And I can't take care of her since I'm working. The baby comes when I off to work and she is gone when I get home.

Speaking about work, from tomorrow onwards, my supervisor is not there anymore as he needs to go overseas. By the time he comes back, I'll no longer be there. So he assigns another person to supervise me just in case I need any help. Plus, he'll be the one who checks my logbook every single week.

To that someone(althought u might not reading this), good luck for your posting result tomorrow. Hope you get in what you really wish for.

Last saturday, I just get a new pair of sneakers. I hope this pair will last long till the shoes drop dead.

Sheesh, there's something wrong with this blogger. After I've published, the post just won't appear on the main page. Not 2 or 3 times, I must try many times before it starts to appear. Hate when this thing happens. Sometimes I just feel like I want to stop blogging.

Today is not my lucky day. My pair of shoes were stolen by some irresponsible people. And if I tell the place, you will be amused. Yup, this incident happened at mosque while I went for my friday prayers. I don't understand why people want to steal in a place like that, i mean in a holy place. If they just go on like that, it's better for them not to come for prayers. I see there's no point.

Sometimes in one day, there are good and bad incident likely to happened. The incident which I mention earlier is bad. The good part is that when I get to propose to this girl and she willingly accept it. Not proposing to get marry or watsoever, I only ask to be my girl.

I just want to tell you that I heart you a lot.

I'm thinking of changing a new skin. I've used this skin for a few months. I still can't decide which skin I should use. Still wondering....